September 04, 2012

Just a rant

This is an entry that's worth skipping. I'm just gonna blog about it since I always feel better afterwards.

Anyway, I'm just so overwhelmed with school right now. I've been practically dragging myself to my classes lately. I don't feel motivated at all. I'm fine with reading and understanding new lessons, but I tend to feel really sluggish when activities are brought up in class. I just don't feel inspired.

Also, thanks to my thesis, I can barely lie down in bed peacefully. It haunts me even in my dreams for crying out loud! I wish I could skip the bloody part of this school year. I wish it was that easy. Sadly, life isn't like that. I remember telling myself before that there are no shortcuts to success. You have to be strong enough to endure it all, even if the situation tends to get really ugly. Oh, I can't wait until this is all over.

On a another note, I'm also a bit lonely. I try not to let the whole long-distance relationship thing bother me right now but it gets tough sometimes. He's just so preoccupied with school lately. We barely get to talk. It's making me feel a bit sad because talking to him over the phone at night is that one thing I look forward to after a bad day. Sigh. If tickets were cheap and time was abundant, I know where I'd be headed right now...

I must really sound like a whiny baby right now. I can't say I didn't warn you though.

6 comments :

  1. aw, I understand how you feel, well, when I used to be in high school I was put off with school most of the times, but then I just get used to it. SO no worries, You'll get used to it, by time.
    XoXo

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    1. Actually, I always feel this way about school. I'm just trying to put up with everything since it's my last year in college. :)

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  2. hi, I followed your blog :)
    anyway, keep fighting 4 your study. it will all worth it in the end :)

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    1. Hi. Thank you. Yes, I tell myself that too. :)

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  3. hi sis! actually what u feel is normal. sometimes i also feel that way but u have to have faith and study until u finish ur college. :)

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    1. Thank you. I'll try to do that. Haha. :)

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